What am I doing? I am not a writer. I am not fantastic at much. My therapist mentioned this might be good, so here I am. Writing….well really I typing. My heart has been broken and most days I think about what happened. It completely changed my life. Completely changed the way I view my husband. I mean, how could he? I am not skinny or a trophy wife, but I am loyal. I am a good mother…most days. He touched another woman sexually. He touched another woman with his… WHY? In a matter of 20 minutes he destroyed our marriage and lost my trust and betrayed me. Betrayed. That word has such a deeper meaning now that I’ve experienced it. I feel cut to my core. So much has swirled through my brain these past weeks, months. Hoping putting them down can help me make sense of it all.